Sometimes I Wonder...

Alright so this blog is dedicated to Brian...and a little bit of Karen too because she was involved, sort of.
Well, so this all started when Brian asked me if I ever thought about sex or anything related to it. And I was like O.O and I didn't give him a reply. The next day, I think, Karen was dragged in and she was like O.O, "Do you?!" Well, I answered, "Well who doesn't?" And I mean really, who doesn't? I mean, we live in a world where sex is common and brought up EVERY day. And I read a LOT of romance novels so of course I've thought about it. But I really haven't thought about it like WITH anyone.
Sex scares me. To be completely honest, it does. Hell, looking at a super skinny tampon scares me. Because of all my romance novels, I can say that I know a lot about sex. It's just I really am scared of pain and like sex HURTS the first time and it's like scary beyond belief! Hahaha. So yeah, I mean, sure I ponder on the subject but like in truth it really really scares me. Labor scares me too. I mean, spending over 9 hours shoving a hugeass baby out of a TINY little hole? Lovely...
I also discovered that I can't handle seeing blood. I don't know what caused this but I guess I'm scared of that as well. (Thanks Karen. That zit video made me realize this. =.=;)
But yeahh wow that was completely random. HAHA. I just needed to get that out of my system for some reason.

Doo Doo Doo

Sooo, I'm getting ready to go home in a few days...more like a little over one.
So like I spent a few of my days here in Saigon over at my mom's friend's kids' house. Yeahh, they have a house just for the kids. Cuz one of their family friends left for Canada and left their kid here in Viet Nam so it's like he has the house to himself along with his godfather's 3 sons. Pretty cool. And so they have cousins in Texas whom I met. Two girls and the younger one and I really like clicked well. And then like on her last day here in Viet Nam, she came up with this crazy idea. That two of her cousins liked me.... Hahaha. Or rather, the middle child did. The older one came up later that day. It was kinda wierd but I was like w.e you know. The odler one is older than me, about a two year difference. the middle child is younger than me. About 7 months. The older one and I got along quickly cuz the middle one was kind of conservative but now we're like buddies! Martin's kinda pissed cuz the middle one used to be his driver but now he's mine hahahaha. I think I might like him a little too but it's highly unlikely. I know better than that =]
I'm ready for home. I'm gonna miss everyone here but well, home is home. And Appa!!!! Hahahaha.
Today, I'm going to go to church and then hang out and take tons of pictures with the boys. Haha.
Ugh, I can't find my battery pack OR my memory card for my camera...so screwed. >.<