What's happening?

Ok, so like recently, I've noticed how much of an emotional wreck I am. Like, I think I can trace me emotional unstableness to maybe Lumos? I mean, I've cried, but nothing like I am now.
For some reason, the tiniest things set me off. Like I watched 17 Again and I cried so much during a certain touching scene, and then at the end when everyone was happy, I cried again. A few days later, I read the latest Nana chapter and I cried like hell. My parents thought I was weird. =.=; Just about an hour ago, I watched the Little Mermaid III: Ariel's Beginning for the first time. I cried for the last 20 minutes straight. Even when they were partying.
Maybe it's just me but I think something's triggered my feelings into becoming even more of a roller coaster. I mean, I watched the Lion King in choir class and I cried there too!!!!
Also, Karen and I have noticed that I've been just so out of it lately. My attention span is worse than a fly, and it's not like in a funny way. I'm always losing focus and I can't seem to recall some memories.
Like, if I'm texting you at night and I fall asleep on you, the next morning, all I'll remember is the fact that we talked. I'll look over at the texts and not remember any of them at all, much less the fact that I replied. It's really scaring me. Less than half a year after my P.E. basketball unit, it took me a month to remember the fact that we played at all, even with help.
Another thing is, I tend to change subjects very quickly and my talking speed at gone up and my stuttering has gone down. Like I said before, I can't seem to stay focused, but when I really talk, it's just awful. I'll ask you a question, answer it myself, then move on to a completely different subject in maybe 10 seconds. In that time, you're probably still processing my first three words. *Sigh*
I don't know what's happening to me. But whatever it is, I'm determined to find out and to seize control over it like it's a Christian and I'm the hungry lion >:[ WATCH OUT!!!!
(I'm not crazy or weird Karen!!!!)

It feels good.

So, I've been so busy lately I haven't had time to blog at all until my friend Alan reminded me. Haha. So I've been doing a lot of community service with Leadership lately and it just feels so good doing all that. Like I was bummed out and dead tired after my opening night of my musical, and yet, while struggling to roll that paint onto the walls, I felt good and I couldn't stop. It's just a really amazing feeling and all and like I never got a chance to do anything like this before Leadership. It sucks to think that after Leadership, the chances of me going out and doing community service would be slim, very, very slim.
So it's Karen's birthday tomorrow. Lots of suprises for her =]. It's going to be so much funn. Movies and then dinner. Lols.
Today during church, I noticed my cousin's tooth and realized that one of them had broken in half. Not too attractive but he's still adorable.
My daddy's being all blegh. Won't stop yelling and me and my mom complains that I'm too defiant. Well, at least I know that in the future I'll be very determined huh. Lmfaooo.
I flirted with a guy yesterday, fun fun stuff. Hadn't had that much fun simply talking and lightly flirting in ages. I almost gave up on boys. Hahahaha. He's not that cute but he's a sweetheart.
I have 43 days left of Leadership left. O.O I can't believe it! A whole YEAR has gone by soooooo fast!!!!!!! I love everyone in Leadership so much, I know that I'll HAVE to give back to them next year. My heart won't let me live otherwise.
STAR testing is right after Spring Break too. Wish me luck?
<3