Ok, so like recently, I've noticed how much of an emotional wreck I am. Like, I think I can trace me emotional unstableness to maybe Lumos? I mean, I've cried, but nothing like I am now.
For some reason, the tiniest things set me off. Like I watched 17 Again and I cried so much during a certain touching scene, and then at the end when everyone was happy, I cried again. A few days later, I read the latest Nana chapter and I cried like hell. My parents thought I was weird. =.=; Just about an hour ago, I watched the Little Mermaid III: Ariel's Beginning for the first time. I cried for the last 20 minutes straight. Even when they were partying.
Maybe it's just me but I think something's triggered my feelings into becoming even more of a roller coaster. I mean, I watched the Lion King in choir class and I cried there too!!!!
Also, Karen and I have noticed that I've been just so out of it lately. My attention span is worse than a fly, and it's not like in a funny way. I'm always losing focus and I can't seem to recall some memories.
Like, if I'm texting you at night and I fall asleep on you, the next morning, all I'll remember is the fact that we talked. I'll look over at the texts and not remember any of them at all, much less the fact that I replied. It's really scaring me. Less than half a year after my P.E. basketball unit, it took me a month to remember the fact that we played at all, even with help.
Another thing is, I tend to change subjects very quickly and my talking speed at gone up and my stuttering has gone down. Like I said before, I can't seem to stay focused, but when I really talk, it's just awful. I'll ask you a question, answer it myself, then move on to a completely different subject in maybe 10 seconds. In that time, you're probably still processing my first three words. *Sigh*
I don't know what's happening to me. But whatever it is, I'm determined to find out and to seize control over it like it's a Christian and I'm the hungry lion >:[ WATCH OUT!!!!
(I'm not crazy or weird Karen!!!!)
Friday, April 24, 2009
What's happening?
Posted by Tiffany Nguyen at 10:38 PM
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